Dear Diary (an excerpt)

2002 March A. called me today!!! He wanted to know what pages we were doing for math, but CosmoGIRL says that if a guy calls you, it means he likes you. I really hope so!!   I hate celebrities. Julia Roberts, Gwen Stefani, Helen Hunt…all those horribly beautiful women. Then, of course, there are Jennifer Aniston, Courtney […]

dreamscapes

My heart was a three-ring circus when I woke up on Saturday afternoon. I felt like I had woken up three times before in dreams. In my dreams I was in a big wooden house, tall, fat beams, and sunlight coming through the slats of glass. Everything was a pale milky-white in my dreamscape but […]

Work

You are the kind of person I used to dream about, my head stuck out the car window as we drove East to Alberta the days before my parents got divorced. There was nothing but a long stretch of road, road and street signs with incomprehensible diagrams showing what looked like alien tendrils and monsoons. […]

In costume.

This building used to be a church. The ceiling is high and vaulted in dark, heavy wood. The fluorescent lights buzz and crackle. Shoes squeak on the linoleum. Craving bodies forced into quiet. spook (n.) 1801, from Du. spook, from M.Du. spooc ”spook, ghost,” from a common Germanic source (cf. Ger. Spuk ”ghost, apparition,” M.L.G. spok ”spook,” Swed. spok ”scarecrow,” Norw.spjok ”ghost, specter,” Dan. spøg ”joke”), of […]